Just when I felt that everything was smooth-sailing, things had to make a turn for the worse. Yesterday, planned to go to H.I.S International and Star Holidays with HIM to make payment for his tour group accommodation in Penang and Kuala Lumpur on 30 April and 1 May respectively.However, in the end, he asked he will go to H.I.S himself and asked me to go to Star Holidays myself as he has to attend a meeting later in the afternoon. Wants to have as early a rest as possible. I agreed.Woke up early to prepare breakfast for him. Make chicken sandwich.He decided to head home first and return to Amara again later for the meeting. Waited for me outside Tanjong Pagar market after his trip to H.I.S.Passed him the sandwich when I reached."You made it? I do not want to die of food-poisoning."The next thing I did was to throw the whole bag of sandwich into the dust-bin."Stubborn!" was what he said.Walked to Star Holidays, without talking much to him.Reached the agent, waited for Zu to prepare the hotel voucher for us. He was nagging and nagging the whole time.Was pissed already. Made me even more pissed with his nagging.After leaving the travel agent, walked to Chinatown, WITHOUT talking to him at all. Although he was trying very hard to make me talk.Took a bus to City Hall MRT station, where he head for home and I head for work. Asked him whether he wanted to have lunch before we parted. He did not reply at all.After we parted, as I was walking to work, I called him. Asked him what was he angry with then. He sounded quited angry, and said whatever I do is none of his business anymore, and vice versa. Then the line got cut off. I called him a few times, but was diverted to voice mail immediately. I thought he had did it on purpose!Ran to find him at the platform, wiping the tears on my face away as I ran.Received a message from him, saying that his handphone's battery has gone flat. I had mistaken him... =)He was still waiting for the MRT to come when I reached. Could not voice out still as to why was I so angry then. Managed to persuade me to go to work. Messaged him, telling him why was I angry and how I was feeling then.Scared... Really really scared...Sat at the playground at my house downstairs when I came back from work. Was crying through-out the time I was there. Both angry and scared...Talked to him, and he apologized. I thought things would be better already then.However, today, was suppose to meet him at 9pm. Called him to wake up at 7pm. But, he only got up at 7.45pm.Called me at 8.30pm, said he has just bathed. Will reach around 9.30pm. Pissed.Called him then, he was still in the MRT. He only reached slighty before 10pm. Called him twice. The second time I called him, I asked him to go to work straight-away. He refused.Was very angry when he arrived. Like yesterday, did not talk to him much. Walked all the way to Raffles Place MRT station to take the MRT to work for him and home for me. DAMN!!! Do not know why am so short-tempered towards him these two days. He said because of the fear I have in me. Is it true? Perhaps...Went to Toa Payoh to buy some chocolates to eat. After that, I seemed to have cooled down. =) Messaged him to tell him about it.Sorry darling... I spoilt our date today... Really was in a foul mood and temper. Hope that things will be better the next time we meet.First time when we meet four times in a week!!! =) If only everyday was like the beginning of this week. If only we are able to meet almost everyday like this week... If only...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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